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hhaha, just came b from NCC, plus repair specs?
Lets just summarise the whole week bah, hhaha:
Mon: English. My english was never good, tis time it was not exceptional too. Flunk alr, those in my el class will noe why.. Ohmann, I realli wan score well in El, but I jsut cant do it.
Tues: mother tongue was rather ok, jsut that the first section is jsut guess and luck, well, I tink almost everyone practically do dat lor pls. Hhaha! Den went home wuite late, cant seem to study Biology well D: I even fall asleep, when wake up I realiseds its alr 12am.. No choice, but to just go back to sleeep.
Wed: BIO! omg, its quite hard for mi? Hhaha, but still can do bah, hope to get an A (:
ThurS: SS, pure memory work..
TODAY: Amaths, a subject which I love, but I am careless like hell. lost 4marks le D: holy shit-damn. finished yet checking dat time fail to realise dat..ZZZ..NCC, had a nice time playing basketball and also chit-chatting with Jun Hao,
he's a nice guy (:
Sry, I really cant post much, got to go sleep, very tired..
omg..seems like its down to 1week one post le.
cant post too much le, common test is coming up, had to focus on the subjects, I tink I am gonna do badly for Chemistry test, although many claimed it was very easy, but I certainly dun feel so. omg, is tis the signal of my failure in studies recently?
Mother Tongue and English. Both I am not good in, I had tobrush up on dat, I hope I can see results during this common tests, especially english. Its the subject I am most concerned in for secondary sch.
Sch had been fun as usual. NCC yesterday was just another typical training, nothing new, nevertheless, it do feel good to help people (:
Yuuppp, I dunno why recently, I hav taken a liking to Korean songs, hhaha, I used to bemoan and lament that sinceI dun understand the lyrics, wads the point of listening, but its nice wad, rit? hhaha!
Soccer, a sport which I definitely will watch on weekends, may be missed le, dearly.
I got not enough time left, maximising time is something I must must must do.
So dats wad I am going to sign off with, goodluck to all for your common tests!(:
Happy 22nd month DEAR!!! today is suppose to be 16/1/10 (:
we been through many ups and downs, but through the conflicts, I swear we will come up stronger. definiely. thats why I am typing tis first before the awesome camp we had(:
BREAKTHRU CAMP, a definitely AWEESOME CAMP!
I am the one holding the most integrity (:
It was a very enriching experience I must say, I gained alot of tings from dat awesome camp.
When I first paid for the camp I was like "sian" wad kind of retarded ccamp izit gonna be agian..
and during the first day, I was really restless, together with ppl from my house, like aaron and Jemmy. we were all, ZZZ. Only Timothy was the hyper one, throughout the starting one. he seems to be the shouldering the whole orange house. I realised this cannot be the way. AAfter seeing the scoreboard on the first day, where we were the last, I cannot take it lying down, LAST IS NOT WHAT I WILL TAKE IT.
I understand timothy and the rest, the burden that they had to undertake, I was somewhat inspired (:
Volunteering is what I started doing, leading cheers, since timothy was beginning to lose his voice, along with Tessa.
'Early morning day and night, Orange charges out to fight!
All united act as one, we will win the WAR tis time!
WE WILL WIN THE WAR!
WE WILL WIN THE WAR!
WE WILL WIN THE WAR!
ONE MORE TIME!
WE WILL WIN THE WAR!
WE WILL WIN THE WAR!
WE WILL WIN THE WAR!
ORANGEEEEEEEE SQUEEZEEEE!"
And so on and so forth. Timothy was a great motivator, no doubt he deserved to be affirm on the second day (: Well done boy!
There was this funny part, the making up of story, I and timothy were dumbfolded, onli hav 20seconds to tink of a story for this words 'Genesis, astronaut, hair, breakthru, lather, straphylococcus'
And when its our turn, we just hav to act according to the situation and crapppppp!
I took the to the stage ' One day, there was this two person called astronaut and hair arriving at breakthru camp. '
Timothy: ' they invented a brand of underwear name straphylococcus and...' something bout lather, but I forgot :/
Just when we thought everything was over, someone said we missed out the word genesis..NO choice, had to take the risk.. 'this story was found in the book of genesis!'
NO OFFENCE! I really dunno wad to say le..
Hhaha, after which, we ended the day off by playing basketball.
LAST DAY!
we had to planned a skit for the upcoming showcase, ORange did a great job by doing so (: Three cheers!
we managed to get everyone involved!
YAY!
DANCE!
I like tis the best! it was the best u noe (: I like my partner ;D
WE danced, and danced and danced! so fun!
Everyone love tis dance, no doubt.
Lastly, it was the public affirmation, I was shocked that my name was called, I tot it will be Timothy for sure, he was a better person(:
But nevertheless, thks for the claps, really appreciate it (:
Before I end my post, I really wan to thank my mentors, for making tis camp so amazing afterall, best camp I ever had in my life(:
HAPPY 22nd! 16/1/10(:(:(:(:
Today CCA open house, my platoon never failed mi, registered 100+ ppl. (: Just wan to praise them in carrying out a good job.
Of coz it depends on mi and Jun Hao in psycho-ing ppl too lah, From PA, NPcc, etc etc, ;p
Hhaha, but the greatese credit still go to my cadets, well done. doubt they will see tis. nvm.
anw, I am very tired for these past few days. Still tot today can take a good night rest, but computer is getting mi hooked, I wan to post my worries, listen song, facebook. Tis is when I will feel truely relaxed, away from the workpile I faced every weekday. ZZZ, and I still hav tuition tomo morning, oh great.
Today, when coming back from tuition, I saw tis boy, trying to balance a see-saw by his shoes, meaning he was walking bare-footed.
he put two shoes on the left side at first when I first saw him, den the see-saw sarted turning down to the left, he grabbed his shoes and rush to the right and put it on the right seat, and it slide down, he tried tis for many times, it reminds mi the past times when everything was so relaxing, doind wad u wan and now u are trying to balance evrything.
In the end, he got frustrated and put one shoe at each side, I did not get to see wad happen to the see-saw, as I walked past with a tranquil mind afterall.
tomo will be a long day..
Jiayou dear(:
OK, an extremely tiring week dats still with another day that will start running down in 3hours time.
Yesterday was a long long day for all I guess. additional lesson all the way till round 3pm?
It will be worse when FEB 1 starts. 4pm. reach home plus settle down, etc etc. left how much time to study ah?
hais..SEC 4 life = stress
tuesday was spent playing badminton. fun. Very tired to elaborate everything.
TODAY
Ngee Ann Poly, tour cum crap.
went to life sciences department first, learnt a few tings and some interesting tings, eg some biscuits with smoke seethering, when u put into your mouth and talk, its like u hav been smoking. (: When u breath out hard, dere is smoke coming out of your nose.
another ting is the lucky draw, I won a card reader, which I tried using just now but to no avail? LOL
Before leaving the poly, I enquired bout some courses, seems like poly dun seem to suit mi after all..
journey on bus, read articles. tired after so many tings.
Sch reopenz.
In the morning, it was raining here at my side.
Had to go off earlier, scared traffic jam, u wont wan to see DM or be at Detention class on the first day of sch. hhaha.
Den it's de commencement service, no offence but it was boring..
CLASS, was depressed, dun tok bout it bah, was forced into something I dun wan, had to tok it out in a real serious way before I got the permission to change the fact.
dam it ok.
Real pissed off.
but the talking(s) were essential and meaningful too, it's really all down to this year.
Have to start revision soon, English is a must to buck up, I do real bad and suck at it. Never goten at least an A2 before. Had been all border-line passes. zzZ.
But I tink its abit too late rit?
Starting to regret everything le.
Tomo is the start of the lessons alr, maybe I cant update as often le bah, but I will if I have the time. definitely. Tis is the place to let everything out.
New year was spent well, but never managed to see any fireworks live though..
I had been tinking, wad will happen after 'O' level, as in like seriously
I had not even tink of wad to be after I grow up, let alone studying stupid subjects.
Business?
Lawyer?
Teacher?
It all really set my mind tinking all of a sudden when I am alone in my room.
I have also been wondering dat after sch reopen, will it be work all day?
Will dere ever be a chance dat I can still go out with frens?
As in like I really wan to go out, not study like a nerd everyday.
Suddenly, everything seems to hav backfire on mi though, its suppose to be a new year, but all the past seems to be resurfacing to mi.
AND
I just realised I lost 3of my SPA bio practical.
WTH is tis mann, wad a year to begin with D:
I was scared out of my wits, lucky I remember 1 I was not dere, and 1 chandra said I can photocopy. When I hear dat from him, I really thanked him sincerely.
I had been up the whole of last night, searching for at least 4hours for my practical worksheets, but to no success.
Do u noe dat kind of depressing feeling, how is it like to feel dat kind of feeling.
It really will make one go very depressed. Like u spent the whole year in vain.
Plus its for the National Exam.
WTH mann.
Anw, thks yeah, if u are seeing tis (which I dun tink so), I really appreciate your words of encouragement, At least I tok a more positive look of it in the end.
2010
A year of hrad work, a year where our future lies in, a year where its do or die.
I really feel very pressurised.
After the rtrip to Malaysia, it really helped mi to relax abit, the warmth dere, the relatives' encouragement, jokes, playing with kids, really helped mi out alot.
But when I am back in SG, everything seems to be haunting me all over again.
I will try. overcome all odds.
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